Hi there! Writing anonymously as exposing myself even virtually is a tough thing for me right now. I have been working as an elementary teacher for 12 years and about 2 years ago I have started a therapy as all the schoolwork, PTA's, contests became absolutely unbearable for me and I used to be irritable even because of smallest stress. My husband wasn't supportive to tell the truth and when I decided to schedule my first meeting I heard nothing but critisizm that I am helpless and if I can't even manage my own emotions, how can I help children.
Well my story is not about blaming my STBX, I am interested in moving on, travelling and development and I realize that he is not the person it's possible to achieve with. I consider a divorce, however I don't know where to start or how to manage the future consequenses. I mean, I can't afford a divorce lawyer, as in our area it's a way higher than my wages. I wanted to attend court to find a cheap divorce aid, however due to lockdown this process is rather harder than I expected. I tend to a diy divorce and any help with filling out divorce forms would come in hand.